What’s the name of the game? Well, I’ll tell you what it should be: discipline. Setting a plan for my day and accomplishing tasks. Focusing on a few goals that I have instead of giving a bit of energy to tons of dreams. Posting every day…
Right now, though, the name of the game is fear. In my head I knew that moving back home without a job was going to be hard, but I had no idea the emotional toll it was going to take on me. And the things I want to do are outside of my comfort zone, requiring a lot of self-confidence. Difficult Emotional Time and Need for Self-Confidence do not go together. At all.
I’m trying to work through it and be more disciplined, so that I can get out of this fear valley I’m in. So here’s the deal I am making with myself:
- Post one thing either here or on Gingercycle every weekday.
- Do one thing for my forthcoming graphic design project every weekday.
- Take my multi-vitamin every day.
Let’s just start with these.